Being a 3/5 I have had many years of trial and error, many lesson to learn and growth opportunites to pick myself up from to become the person I came here to be and one of those challanges was abundance.
I had wrestled with the Abundance piece in my life for so long, through my 20’s and 30’s and into my 40’s even, I’ve done all the clearing, changed my money mindset, practiced forgiveness and created my new identity. I meditated, gave gratitude and did all the manifesting things and it’s fair to say that I have now #nailedit, I vibrate Abundance!
Recently I have found myself reflecting on what specifically changed that saw a huge financial shift in a relatively short period of about 18 months? Was it just the eventual tipping point? Was it divine timing? Was it something else?
I strongly believe all the practices I have done for many years has made the space for this abundance and success to come in, however I now know it was me stepping into my Power, my Truth and trusting that inner knowing that was the real game changer.
Think of it like this, I was trying to be conditioned Emma and full potential Emma at the same time, trying to be the safe version of myself and the fully expanded version of myself all at once because I thought it was the safe bet, be the wife, mother, entrepreneur, human that I was expected to be(expected to be by me that it) first and then with my left over ME I’d be the authentic, powerful, truthful me.
You know how this goes right…this equation just didn’t add up!
So the time came when the Universe gave me an opportunity to be more ME, take a big risk that would lead me to being all in with ME, to trust this inner knowing that I am made for more, made to change this planet through my work.
It was a scary time, BUT it was more exciting, I felt so confident and afraid at the same time however I knew it was time to shit or get of the pot as they say, now or never, JUST BLOODY DO IT EMMA!! Have you ever felt that way?
There comes a time when we all need to trust our inner knowing over our conditioning!
I knew my design, I knew my gifts, I knew how to make the best choices for me, I knew the universe had me, I knew I could do this.
I feel so grateful for my choice to go all in on me, today I feel so driven to serve, something that has replaced being driven to survive and let me tell you it’s a beautiful place to be, to feel like I have something important to give and that I’m really helping people transform their lives as I have is the most incredible feeling!!
Trust that you are designed for more! Trust your design, your truth, your authenticity and trust that you are enough, then jump…
You’ve got this!
Big love, Mxx